In 2013 When I was in high school, locked away in my bedroom doing homework and working on the Teen Support Network another male student Name Craig Andrew Warcup  sent me links to child exploitation material to which unknowingly at the time I opened it  I was in shock, I was numb, I was twisting up inside. I was lost for words I felt trapped and felt as if could not speak to anyone about what was happening behind  the four walls

 

I then googled how to report such material and came across Point De Contact based in France ( https://www.pointdecontact.net/ ) where you can report such material found online. They are connected to INTERPOL  & Centre of Missing Children  

 

He sent me a couple of links via facebook messenger and asked him where he found such links he then sent me a link to a group chat 

 

At time I was reporting anonymously ( which you are entitled to )   but as  time went on I started to have my name attached to the reports.

 

I was struggling to comprehend, to articulate how to speak up about this situation I brought myself  taking down this content destroyed me yes I put my hand up that I stuffed up  I did talked to two underage teenagers  but no intention on meeting up with them.

 

If I was ever that way incline I would prefer to kill myself 

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I have been having flashbacks from it everyday.